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| i just want to pull all my hair out. i dont know what to do...but i love it. i hate school but i love it. i miss david then i dont. feels good being by myself sometimes. there so much to do with so little time. i was thinking that i suck. i know ppl with kids, jobs, husbands, families, mortgages...a dog...and they have time to do everything. they study, clean, cook, work, be a wife, a mom...or whatever. and here i am by myself, live at home, free car, no job, being supported by my bf basically...just me AND i still dont have time to do my laundry, keep my room clean, clean my fish tanks...and im a pussy when it comes to working out. its like damn...stop being a bitch. i suck. i get good grades...well im more than passing...and thats almost half-assing it. imagine if i try really hard....i could be damn smart man....so smart. but im so lazy. its like im fine being mediocre...thats bad..but i think thats true. im mediocre...but im better than that. get it? i do. i miss this. | | |
| today was one of those days that felt like it was never going to end. wake up LATE...rush rush rush..get to work LAte and then time doesn't go any slower...so slowww...and then i leave work LATe. i come home to a messy room...dont know what to do w/ myself the rest of the day...boyfriend lives too far..dont really feel like driving to see him..but i do miss him oh so much. but i think we need time apart even if its just 2 or 3 days at the most. need alone time..even tho i think about him. its like i cant get enough david sibounheuang...gosh. my house has been so lonely and sad lately.i dunno why..its just the vibe i get...dont really feel like being here sometimes...alone that is. well ne ways...i get to work late everyday. one of my bad habits...im late for everything..no good iknow. stupid thing is i hate when ppl keep me waiting and here i am...taking my time in the morning and still arriving at work looking like i just rolled out of bed, which is true. i think im just slow in the morning. blahblah blah blah blah. | | |
| "i met this columbian chick that can shake her ass like Shakira"
"well...imagine a girl with Frank's body"
these 2 quotes made my day...i miss these boys. GET LAID GUYS...HAVE SOME SEX. Happy Birthday Joseph!!!
well guys tomorrow is payday. i love payday.
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| irritation. just one of those days where i dont want to be nice. ive been tired these past couple of days. probably left over from the long weekend...yes..long weekend of food, family, food, and food, and $4 drinks..the best deal ive seen in a while. tired. i miss josh. well ne ways..ill be back. | | |
| ive been busy. just now finding time for myself. one think ive realized..life is a lot like high school..or seems like it. get it?? maybe its just me. well since my last entry a lot has happened. lets seee....i got a tan...a pretty good one. i traveled to a different state..actually 2. i figured out who my bestest friends are...and then we argued...and then made up. road trip. i am now employed. i have an income. i pay my bills on time. josh left..so did joseph, frank, and arlo..and i didnt even know. eugene turned 21...finally. i saw my long lost friend malisa. i drank a lot of beer. i saw shamu. slept in a polar bear den. carne asada fries...so so yummy!! took a lot of pictures... went to a stupid class i didnt have to take this summer (could have saved myself about $400 or so)..but i did get a decent grade w/o even studying. saw a lot of movies. came clean....no more secrets. spent good times w/ my baby. hmmm...i dunno..i know theres more. all i can say is that the summer was a summer for the girls...me and my girls..lots of good times.
well now the summer is coming to an end...i feel old now. another thing i realized...there isnt enough time in the day...somethings always going to be neglected..whether it be cleaning my room, spending time w/ the folks, hanging out w/ my babe..going to the gym...just even alone time...it sucks...for right now at least..but what can i say, im happy as usual. | | |
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